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Showing posts with label accountability. Show all posts
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Thursday, April 4, 2019

God's economy, goats and lye

2012 Arwen & Ashley
Through the years,  I believe we've been more of a ministry than a homestead farm.  We've given tours, hosted on farm culinary education, and homestead mentoring.  As long as I enjoy it, I'm glad to share my time, knowledge, experience, equipment, raw materials and recipes.

There were some "learn the hard way" times that dimmed my enthusiasm.  But I try to keep in mind that my life is bought with a price, and when I am DOING, if I'm doing as unto the LORD, it's all good.

God's economy is a beautiful aspect of His kingdom.  It is amazing to hear the stories of God working in other believers' lives.  And, praise the Lord, I am thankful to see God working in my life.  Up close and personal.

We sell extra goats throughout the year.  The goats have the whole reproducing after their own kind thing down pat.  Each freshening, we keep one or two and sell the rest.  We HAVE eaten goat, but it's been a few years.  I think the last goat processing appointment I had scheduled at Fort Valley State University (Small Ruminant Center) was when Hurricane Irma came through.  We cancelled that appointment due to the weather, and ended up selling those goats here instead.

In 2018, we lost a bit of money on one goat sale.  My fault - nobody's fault but mine.  I somewhat knew this local livestock person, having met years previously through an up-the-road-neighbor-friend.  I sold this person a goat kid on a payment plan.  After they finished making their payments, they picked up their goat kid.  No problem.  They expressed interest in one of our mama goats.  After we came to agreement on price, the person loaded up the mama goat with agreement to pay "next month."  I said since they were faithful to pay, and known for a number of years, I would trust them and their word.  They came back a month later not to pay but to ask for another goat.  I reminded them of their balance due, and said I would not do further business until that was paid.  Have not heard back since, so I let it go and figured it was a valuable learning experience.

At year end, I was discussing this situation with my husband, and asked what should we do about the mama goat balance still due on our square store.  We agreed we'd  just zero it out.

A short while later, I got a call from a very sweet sister in Jesus, who I had taught how to make soap a few years prior.  She was cleaning out her craft stuff, and came across a bunch of lye leftover from her soapmaking.  She asked if we could use it.  I seldom make soap, but Grace makes big batches of vegan-friendly soap a few times a year for soap customers.  So I said, yes, we sure can, and just let me know how much I can pay her.  She laughed and said this is a blessing from the Lord.

The dollar value of the lye and the dollar value of the mama goat are the same.  Praise God.  Thank you Jesus!    Dear Lord, please bless this dear sister in Jesus!  And dear Lord, please bless the mama goat person too.  Thank you Lord for provision, for family & friends, for health and strength and daily bread.  Thank you Lord for salvation by/of/through/Jesus and His precious blood.

Friday, March 8, 2019

These six things doth the LORD hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him:

1. A proud look, 2. a lying tongue, 3. and hands that shed innocent blood, 4. An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, 5. feet that be swift in running to mischief, 6. A false witness that speaketh lies, and 7. he that soweth discord among brethren.


Proverbs 6:1-35 KJV
1 ¶My son, if thou be surety for thy friend, if thou hast stricken thy hand with a stranger,
2  Thou art snared with the words of thy mouth, thou art taken with the words of thy mouth.
3  Do this now, my son, and deliver thyself, when thou art come into the hand of thy friend; go, humble thyself, and make sure thy friend.
4  Give not sleep to thine eyes, nor slumber to thine eyelids.
5  Deliver thyself as a roe from the hand of the hunter, and as a bird from the hand of the fowler.
6 ¶  Go to the ant, thou sluggard; consider her ways, and be wise:
7  Which having no guide, overseer, or ruler,
8  Provideth her meat in the summer, and gathereth her food in the harvest.
9  How long wilt thou sleep, O sluggard? when wilt thou arise out of thy sleep?
10  Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep:
11  So shall thy poverty come as one that travelleth, and thy want as an armed man.
12 ¶  A naughty person, a wicked man, walketh with a froward mouth.
13  He winketh with his eyes, he speaketh with his feet, he teacheth with his fingers;
14  Frowardness is in his heart, he deviseth mischief continually; he soweth discord.
15  Therefore shall his calamity come suddenly; suddenly shall he be broken without remedy.

16 These six things doth the LORD hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him:
17  A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,
18  An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief,
19  A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren.

20 ¶  My son, keep thy father’s commandment, and forsake not the law of thy mother:
21  Bind them continually upon thine heart, and tie them about thy neck.
22  When thou goest, it shall lead thee; when thou sleepest, it shall keep thee; and when thou awakest, it shall talk with thee.
23  For the commandment is a lamp; and the law is light; and reproofs of instruction are the way of life:
24  To keep thee from the evil woman, from the flattery of the tongue of a strange woman.
25  Lust not after her beauty in thine heart; neither let her take thee with her eyelids.
26  For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life.
27  Can a man take fire in his bosom, and his clothes not be burned?
28  Can one go upon hot coals, and his feet not be burned?
29  So he that goeth in to his neighbour’s wife; whosoever toucheth her shall not be innocent.
30  Men do not despise a thief, if he steal to satisfy his soul when he is hungry;
31  But if he be found, he shall restore sevenfold; he shall give all the substance of his house.
32  But whoso committeth adultery with a woman lacketh understanding: he that doeth it destroyeth his own soul.
33  A wound and dishonour shall he get; and his reproach shall not be wiped away.
34  For jealousy is the rage of a man: therefore he will not spare in the day of vengeance.
35  He will not regard any ransom; neither will he rest content, though thou givest many gifts.

Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. Revelation 2:5


... and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works. Revelation 2:23b-c


Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Error of omission... error correction

Repent:  for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.  (Matthew 4:17, 10:7)

I'm thankful to still receive correction, even when it is coming from a young person.  Early 2018, we had some folks over for dinner.  I shared how thrilled I was to have received a senior citizen discount when grocery shopping, even though I had not reached the store's senior discount age (I was 53 when the incident occurred).  I said that I could have corrected the cashier's error, but preferred to benefit from the error and keep the discount.  Their teenage son carefully, thoughtfully, paused and then remarked "And it's not REALLY lying..."  I laughed and said I guessed not.

Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault, ye which are spiritual, restore such an one in the spirit of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be tempted. (Galatians 6:1)

But I reckon it really was.  My bad.  I thought about this quite a bit, in the back of my head,  the rest of the evening, and off and on for several weeks.  MONTHS, actually.

Thank you, Jeremiah!  Bless you.
Not too long after, while driving through Leslie, GA, I was discussing this (my error needing correction) with my youngest daughter, just before being pulled over by a police officer for speeding.  Oops.  My bad.  My fault.  Nobody's fault but mine.

 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.  (James 4:17)

So, do I care that I was speeding?  Yes.  (Not just because the ticket cost $194.25, which I paid by phone April 2018 [cheaper than driving to court, for sure], but because I ought not to have been speeding!)
But woe unto you (me), Pharisees!  for ye tithe mint and rue and all manner of herbs, and pass over judgment and the love of God:  these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.                   (Luke 11:42)

And do I care that I neglected to speak up to the grocery store cashier about my premature-senior status?  A few shades short of honesty?  Yes. 
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)
I was wrong to not speak up about my age (it has been a long time since I've been too young for something...).  And I was wrong to be speeding.  I don't want to be a bad example for my daughters, and I do not want to be a bad "billboard for Jesus."  As a believer, my life is bought with a price.  I ought to practice what I believe on.

What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound?      God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein?    (Romans 6:1&2)

I acknowledged my sin unto thee, and mine iniquity have I not hid.  I said, I will confess my transgressions unto the LORD; and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin.  Selah. (Psalm 32:5)

I've reacquainted myself with the cruise control button and pay closer attention to speed limit signs.  I've asked my family to help with that (if I'm not heeding the traffic signs or signals, SPEAK UP, please).  I've adopted a stop sign ritual (with my foot on the brake, I think/say:  1-1000, 2-1000, 3-1000); this helps me stop instead of pause at stop signs.  I am trying to listen more carefully to what others say to me, and what I say to others:  is it true?  is it of good report?  etc.  To help me actively listen to the preacher (my husband) Sunday mornings, I take notes - scripture references, admonitions, instructions.  With the Lord's help, I'm hoping to maintain a teachable spirit and be able to receive constructive input from those around me.

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
(Philippians 4:8) 

Saturday, June 1, 2013

“What church do you go to?”

My husband is currently home-churching with some neighbors up the road, along with their family/friends.  
 
I am what you might call taking a breather.  Some would say back-slid.  I've heard it both ways :)  
I still love the Lord Jesus, and still trust Him for everything on this side of eternity, and beyond.

Spring 2020
When COVID hit, services ended.
My husband, Bryant, preached at Mount Zion Baptist Church in Junction City, GA, October, 2016 thru Spring 2020.  Sweet folks, small congregation, 11AM Sunday service only.  
 
Original Post:
Saturday, June 1, 2013
I don’t know how many times I’ve been asked this question, but it’s almost always painful for me to answer.  Because we’re church-homeless.  Not in the larger “the-church-is-the-bride-of-Christ-sense”.  But in the smaller “fellowship-with-local-likeminded-faith-and-practice-believers-sense”. 

Inside, I’m thinking/admonishing myself:

Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.  Hebrews 10:25

Out loud, I generally answer: 

“We are not currently part of a local body of believers.”

Or:          “We’re backslid.”

Sometimes the conversation goes further.  When prompted, my answers to the inevitable questions & comments go something like this:

Our family is not looking for a perfect body of believers.  We just feel led to live our lives simply.  We prefer to stay together in worship service, not split up to gender-age-specific “classrooms” for indoctrination.  We’ve “home-churched” with other families, and I prefer that atmosphere to “institutional” church.  I like being able to meet in one another’s homes, break bread together, visit one another, serve one another, love one another, bear one another’s burdens… pray together.  I like the atmosphere of a group of believers where the men share the responsibility of leadership & teaching.

We take our walk with the Lord seriously.  We understand the eternal impact our lives have not only on our children, but on others we are in relationship with – believers and unbelievers.  Accountability is a very real aspect of a believer’s walk.

We have prayed earnestly over this issue.  We’ve visited churches within an hour’s drive of our home.  We've even visited a couple a little farther than that.  Inevitably, there ends up being some sort of doctrine we cannot embrace so we move on – not wanting to stay and be a stumblingblock in someone’s walk, or a seed of division in the body.

My husband has been in contact with some folks in the last year or so that have given our family hope in this area of fellowship.  The contact led to a real life “cabin church” meeting last weekend.  My husband was asked to bring a message to share.  There were to be several families getting together, sharing a meal, etc.  We’ve been to similar get-togethers over the years, so the format was familiar.  And most welcome.  We’d met some of these people when they visited us for a mini-farm-tour the previous month.

I asked my husband to share with me his notes/scripture references.  I’ll post them at the end.  Basically, the theme was the part in Mark 4 beginning in verse 3 where the Lord is saying “Behold, there went out a sower to sow.”  I like how my husband was clear to tell folks that if anyone had something they felt led to share on the subject, to be obedient to the Lord to do so.  Such a blessing to be part of a meeting of Holy Spirit led believers, willing to trust and obey!

My husband focused on the need for soil preparation when sowing seed.  He shared some of his experience in regard to our land and the lack of nutrients present, and the need to amend the soil.  Bryant talked about how he’s taken weeds and manure and dead vegetable matter, and turned them into compost, and how that helps to nurture growth in the seeds he plants.  I liked how he compared that to how God works in our lives.  When we allow the dead things to be taken away – the sin, the dead works, etc., then God can grow us – make us fruitful and beautiful for Him.

I was very much blessed by the message, the meeting, the fellowship.  There was a time towards the end of the meeting when the women (my girls & I stayed together) went to pray inside, while the men & most of the young’uns stayed outside.  I very much enjoyed the time with the women – to share, to encourage one another, to pray.  On the way home, the girls also said they enjoyed that time with the women.

So, why don’t we just meet with these folks every week?  Well…. Driving two hours to get there & knowing there’s a two hour drive back home is certainly a factor.  If gas wasn’t such a burdensome cost & if we didn’t milk our goats twice a day… it might be less of a challenge.  We’ll pray about it.  For now, Bryant said maybe we could try to swing it quarterly.  I’m agreeable.  And hopeful.  Maybe next time someone asks me what church I go to, I can answer:  cabin church.

Beginning of Bryant’s Notes

Accountability

Does anyone want to share, what God is doing in their lives concerning discipleship?  With whom have your shared your story? With whom have you shared God’s plan of salvation? New believers?  People who have undergone a change of heart, or experienced a shift in understanding what church is? Or what you are training a disciple on (share their own story and to explain to others God’s plan of salvation?)

Vision

What’s next for you?  Where are you going?

One of the lessons, insight I learned in preparing for today, is “the field” we’ve been called to is in varying states.  I am not the One who knows what those states are whether ready to plant, weed, or harvest.  Some parts of the field are ready for harvest now, already having been prepared by the Holy Spirit to receive Christ.  My task is to be faithful to go, sow the seed, and make disciples.

Mark 4:3-8, 14-20A

3  Hearken; Behold, there went out a sower to sow:
4  And it came to pass, as he sowed, some fell by the way side, and the fowls of the air came and devoured it up.
5  And some fell on stony ground, where it had not much earth; and immediately it sprang up, because it had no depth of earth:
6  But when the sun was up, it was scorched; and because it had no root, it withered away.
7  And some fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up, and choked it, and it yielded no fruit.
8  And other fell on good ground, and did yield fruit that sprang up and increased; and brought forth, some thirty, and some sixty, and some an hundred. (see Mark 3:26-29)
14  The sower soweth the word.
15  And these are they by the way side, where the word is sown; but when they have heard, Satan cometh immediately, and taketh away the word that was sown in their hearts.
16  And these are they likewise which are sown on stony ground; who, when they have heard the word, immediately receive it with gladness; (perhaps not unlike people who said “they enjoyed it”)
17  And have no root in themselves, and so endure but for a time: afterward, when affliction or persecution ariseth for the word’s sake, immediately they are offended (stumbled, occasion, or enticement to sin, or distrust the word.  Psalms 119:165  Great peace have they which love thy law: and nothing shall offend them.).
18  And these are they which are sown among thorns; such as hear the word,
19  And the cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the lusts of other things entering in, choke the word, and it becometh unfruitful.
20  And these are they which are sown on good ground; such as hear the word, and receive it, and bring forth fruit, some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some an hundred.
Mark 4:26-29
26  And he said, So is the kingdom of God, as if a man should cast seed upon the earth;
27  and should sleep and rise night and day, and the seed should spring up and grow, he knoweth not how.
28  The earth beareth fruit of herself; first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear.
29  But when the fruit is ripe, straightway he putteth forth the sickle, because the harvest is come.

What is our responsibility in field preparation?  Sowing?  Tending?  Harvest?  Discipleship?  Seed? 
We cannot forget each other, and ourselves in discipleship.  In other words, we are disciples too, some of us do not have someone who is discipling them, or with which we have regular fellowship and accountability. 

Field Observations - Guesses

Soil Layers

Put the dirt in the jar, shake it up and see how it settles.
Observe the soil conditions by examining the current growth or habitat:
·         Weedy
·         Bad fruit
·         Good fruit
A barren soil, is dead, with no life in it at all; no decaying self, no water retention.  Since we are talking about a person, maybe think of them as a heart that has no understanding of who they really are.  The “life” is still in themselves, no death to self.  God’s word, through the work of the Holy Spirit, can change a soil from barren to good ground.  But man’s choices may change that heart to Stony Ground, just like our choice of fertilizer which makes plants look nice, but burns and depletes the soil.  First crop good, remaining crops diminish.

Thorny

·         cares of this world, and
·         the deceitfulness of riches, and
·         the lusts of other things entering in

Stony Ground

No depth of earth
The ground is a hard, rocky ground, nowhere for seed to grow, or no ability to retain water.
Religion – like the use of artificial inputs into the soil, religion will act upon the heart of a person in much the same way as chemical fertilizers.  The wrong religion is like pouring concrete over the heart, and into a form, giving the outward appearance with all the right “specs” and conforming to the form where the concrete is poured.  Religion gives people the outward structure, the “right” answers, a heart encased in stone, and a life full of dead works.  Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof… 2 Timothy 3:5

Good Ground

Good ground is ready to receive the seed.  In order for the ground to be good, full of organic matter, something had to die, and break down into components needed for life, which is ready to receive the seed.
What I don’t see in Scripture, is much time spent on analysis, finding out what they need etc.  Just sow the seed, the word of God.

Adding Compost

How do we maintain good ground?  And encourage others to maintain good ground?   Compost piles for Christ!
I die daily…  He must increase, I must decrease.  God can use the “waste” in our life, for good.

Preparing ourselves for working in the field“Pray”paring the field - all soils need a covering

Keeps what is good and usable from floating or blowing away, or being snatched up by the evil one.
Softens hard soils, by keeping moisture in, water is a universal solvent.

Thorny ground

Needs clearing.

Stony Ground

Stony Ground needs soil  giving it ability to retain water.  Death to self, when we die daily, we in essence become the compost amendment to the soil. 

Sowing the Seed

Intentional act of a person expecting a harvest, why else would you go this far?  Seed is the word of God. 
Unlike physical seeds which grow plants, then fruit, then produce a seed, a spiritual seed once planted and sprouted in a believer can be re-sown immediately.

Warning about TransplantsField Cultivation

A time of waiting and watching for the seed to germinate, careful not to pull “weeds” which are either close to the seedling (uprooting both) or our erroneous expectation of what the seed should look like.   With seeds, an average germination period is known, not so with people.   Keeping the field protected with prayer mulch.

Field Harvesting

The question isn’t do you know the status of your field, but are you prepared to work the field(s) and respond to the fields that you encounter?  How do we get prepared for such work?  What is our part? 
Acts 17:23  For as I passed by, and beheld your devotions, I found an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. Whom therefore ye ignorantly worship, him declare I unto you.
Application:
1.       Not get bogged down in analysis while people perish.
2.       Work under God’s direction, through us and not the other way around.
3.       Use your observations to pray for the field God has given you, give it a good covering of prayer mulch.
4.       The Holy Spirit knows exactly what each person needs and where they are.  Our work, is to be faithful in obedience to God.  When we give a word, that word goes into the heart of the hearer.  The same word may be a tiller (on religious ground) or just a gentle sweeping away of the weeds just beginning to form in the life of the person we encounter (on good ground), or a soil amendment on barren ground.
5.       At the end of working in a physical field I stand back and see what I have done, same as working a display of furniture, or preparing a quarterly report.  When we work in God’s field we stand in awe looking and seeing what God has done.  If I took credit for God’s work, that would be like my rake, tiller and hoe taking credit for my work.
6.       Transplants – Grown in friendly, good ground environments (out in the field), set out in stony, religious ground, may die or become weak and lethargic.

End of Bryant’s Notes